maybe its for you.

maybe i never thought i could get through this.
going through everynight with only the memories of our last kiss.
maybe i didn't want to let go just yet.
just in case i'd do something we both regret.
maybe its a choice i've made.
and i hope its not to late.
i know nothing can exchange.
for the reality of memories that can't be replaced.
i may just be watching from the sidelines.
and that my love for you can't be defined.
but remember how everything used to be?
how it used to be only you and me?
even though i remembered every single word, every single touch.
but somehow it just isn't enough.
i wish and i try.
but i can't go on living a lie.
i can't seem to tell you how much i still love you.
or how much i'm missing your love.
or how long i'll keep withing for you.
only you.

27.07.06